the trendies there, they can't believe that i don't want to be there because i want to be free from the pain and the torture of the red white and blue. The same sort of BS that created you. You said you always wanted piece of mind. Sure I'm all alone, but I don't have the time for the lies and all the deceitfulness, the lack of conscience and common sense. Hey there gals. Hey there guys. Hey, where'd you buy that? Nike shoes. Calvin shirt. Tommy hat. Listerine. Speed machine. On a friday night. Happy teen. Happy scene. Hey, its alright. I was excluded from the things that didn't matter. i never was concerned for climbing the ladder. I never wanted bad to be on the top. Because when you fall, its fast and you can't stop. i didn't mind much how they treated me. i knew i was better than they'd ever be. Besides it was better than being a dick. I wasn't good enough for the right clique. violent shits. nervous twits. nasty sluts. girls sports, in tight shorts with tight butts. football star. shiny car. what'd you expect? Big Johnny hit a wall. He got in a wreck. Maybe you'll see. But when will that be? Some day when I am gone, you'll see how it all went wrong. I wonder how you knew just when i'd be coming through..and then when I did, the happiness fled. i've never been part of the right clique. i'm not a part of the right clique. i'll never be part of the right clique, because I don't want to be.